It was a fine morning yesterday when I received a text message from my husband. That’s the time I remembered that I made a baon for him. I admit that it is quiet a long time since I prepared something for this baon. It was indeed difficult for me to master waking up too early to prepare his things the way I did before since I manage to take care our little Boss Kade all night long. I know that he’s not complaining, I know because I feel it. In fact, I am confident that hubby would be the least person to complain about all these. I just wanted him to be happy with my simple thoughtfulness on my head, and I never failed! Because  made his day!!!

Packed am Snack:

1 1/2 cup of rice
Meat loaf (2 slices)
Hotdog (2 pcs)
with sweet and spicy sauce

I thank God for the simplicity this my partner, he appreciates simple efforts like this. I know the fact that there were no special recipe or expensive ingredients on that packed snack but I feel like I made a very special menu that day. I hope I can make another set for him, I just wish the little boss will have a good sleep tonight.

This year, another blessing has been arrived. Blessing to be thankful for, that put me into realization to strive hard and aim for the better.

Our new 2013 Kia grand carnival has enough power and space to keep up with my traveler buddies – my family. This is a 8-seater van and a versatile 2+3+3 seating configuration, with removable seats in case you are ever in need of extra space for bulk luggage. I so love the advanced and equipped features of Kia Carnival 2013. It has a sliding door, in case you have handed a lot of things to eat inside or if you don’t feel moving at all (hehe). But please e cigaret is not allowed inside.

We will surely have a lot of good memories with our new Boss – Kia Carnival 2013.

]]> http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/05/we-named-him-boss.html/feed 0 http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/05/letter-for-kade.html http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/05/letter-for-kade.html#comments Sat, 11 May 2013 09:48:27 +0000 Ferry Joy http://ferryjhoi.com/?p=1130 Dear Kado kong mahal,

You know what? tomorrow I will celebrate my greatest title ever!
A title  of having you in my life.
Tomorrow I will be the happiest mommy for I know you are my deepest happiness.

I will forever thankful and proud to be called a “mother” because of you.
You are my completeness and my forever pride.
Tomorrow as I celebrate mother’s day, I will celebrate your existence too.

I thank God for giving me a healthy, strong little boss baby.
I thank you for making me feel better whenever I feel tired.
For giving us hope when Daddy and I are too weak.

Your smile is really enough to make my day.
Your soft giggles and small voice that seems so loud and everybody looks at you and smile.
Your perfect resemblance to your Daddy that make me so in love.

Thank you my dearest Kade, because finally I will be called Mommy I love you so much

Love,

Mommy ♥

I am not complaining, of course I am not! It’s just that, familiarizing things that are new to me aren’t that easy. But I know I will get over this, for sure!! After all, I have a place to live in, I’m happy and contented with my job, and of course I have my jolly little boss and a supportive gentleman husband.

Besides,  being independent brought us a lot of advantages too. Aside from those learning chores I’ve embarked on my head, what made us happier is the fact that we can make anything we want to without considering others, it’s just between us. If we feel like watching all day long, even waking up late, is fine! No worries!, no besets! we are definitely the boss! and that’s what I really love the most.

And of course, my best reason is that I don’t want to compromise my husband’s ability to rule over the house, his power to mandate his own built family. Living with my family for two years made him dysphoric at some point, and I know he can’t take that any longer. In 3 weeks of living severally, I know and I feel that I made him happy.

]]> http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/05/adjustments.html/feed 0 http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/04/kids-room.html http://ferryjhoi.com/2013/04/kids-room.html#comments Wed, 17 Apr 2013 04:42:54 +0000 Ferry Joy http://ferryjhoi.com/?p=1113 Happy Wednesday Mommies How are you doing these days?

For me, it is indeed a sleepless nights for me, because my little boss has been suffering for colds due to terrific change of weather and I have to attend to him every minute to check if he’s better (sigh) I hope he will feel better soonest. I can’t take him suffer for another weeks, my heart is breaking into pieces, really breaking!

Anyway… highway… (ey! heehee)!

As part of giving him all the best comfort that this world could offer, I am planning to personalize his room once everything else were okay in the house. Actually, decorating his room is fourth on my list. I know it was too early for this time, well, you wouldn’t blame me! I am so excited to see his big smile amazed with different color I am planning to place on it (ayieyiee)

Last week since husband and I were decided to let him sleep in his crib alone, and currently, the decision made is perfectly serene, and I hope it will be forever and of course I hope we made the right decision of letting him sleep alone.

For now, let me share these photos from Mr. G. I hope I can make these dream possible (cross fingers)

I love the design (picture above) because of the different shapes associated with it,
plus with its various masculine colors that can really capture the eyes of a child.

I love the walk-in-closet on this design (picture above)

I am hoping to have this exactly on my little boss’s room

We are not perfect siblings, we often had an arguments, we even make gossips with one sibling to another (hehe) ouch! But despite of having our differences, I know (am sure about this) that respect and love linger with each other.

I love you to the extend of my craziness and sweetness ♥

I love you before when I am still young, and I need you both to carry me when I still don’t know how to step on my feet.
I love you now for we were mature enough to handle difficult situations and for being my buddies all the time.
I love you tomorrow, simply because I will love you forever!

Happy siblings day! cheers…

It was yesterday, when we finally made the decision to officially separate from my parents detention. I must admit that it was a prompt deed, although husband and I were talking this issue several months ago. The original plan was scheduled on first week of June but unfortunately, due to my emotional constraints (hehe) it was made earlier than planned.

I had to file my leave of absence from work to settle and fix everything inside and out of the house. Good thing we don’t have much things to be moved except with so many clothes I have in my closet plus my husbands school papers and baby stuffs for Kade.

It was indeed a difficult move for me that moment, as a matter of fact I was sobbing end-to-end the move in process, from transferring our things from my ancestral house to my sister’s house (our house is few blocks away from my sister’s place, but we have to stay their because of few renovation that we have to be done. But we were expecting to occupy our OWN house hopefully by June (if financial matter permits us), meantime Ate offered her house for us, granted that we have to pay all the bills on our own). I will be missing my Mom’s care, my Dad’s simple sweetness and of course my favorite place inside the house – my room. I know that it’s been two years (going three) since I got married, and I shouldn’t feel this way now, but I was deeply hurting… teary eyes again   This was exactly the reason why I was crying so loud when I had my dance with Papa during my wedding. I hate leaving them! I hate leaving my room! I hate leaving my life with them! But I really have to, because I have my own family that I know needs me more than ever. The only thing now that makes me strong and makes me feel better is the fact that I have my two lovely boys with me. That in the first place they were my reasons why I need to make decisions though really made me pain inside, I know things will be better because we were together.

I know that from this day forward, things wouldn’t be easier. I will be forcing myself to properly manage everything not only to my goodness but most especially to the goodness of my husband and Kade. I am bearing a huge responsibilities yet I am happy because I know that husband is completely happy and won’t leave me and that God is guiding me.

Little by little I feel the excitement of what God is planning ahead for us ♥ Still happy and blessed.

aja!!!! (big sigh)

Days have passed and yet our house remains the same – left undone. I feel guilty about it, but I can’t find any options to make it done and occupied it as of now. Kade is still young and it’s hard for us to left him with yayas without trusted person behind them. It is even harder if we will transfer Kade every morning to give him to my parents and then get him back when we arrived from work.

For now, we just go there from time to time to check the house. We have few stuffs inside on it, so when we want to go there and take some of our time we still have some stuff to be used. I hope the house (in particular) will not feel bad about letting him behind until now. I promise that when the time comes that we finally settle everything for good, we will make that house truly a happy, blessed and full of love home. I promise!

Back then, I am humbly asking him to give a partner that could be at my side to give me comfort. Then surprisingly, God gave me more than what I am asking. He then gave me a perfect angel for me to become completely happy and blessed. Not only that, I have a stable job, truest friends, jolly family, good relationships with in-laws, plus a lot more. Truly God is pouring me blessings that even a thousand or even billion “Thank you” wouldn’t be enough to bring back all the goodness to him.

I will be forever grateful for all of these, and as for me and my house we will forever serve you.

I’m forever grateful

♪♫ You did not wait for me
to draw near to You
But You clothed Yourself
with frail humanity
You did not wait for me
to cry out to You
But You let me hear Your Voice
calling me
And I’m Forever Grateful to You
I’m Forever Grateful for The Cross
I’m Forever Grateful to You
That You came to seek and save the lost  ♪♫

I have so many reasons why I love these photos. Aside from hubby and I were back from wearing couple shirts (since my shape is now back), what I love most about these photos is the fact that husband and I are truly proud and happy that we have Kade now with us to complete  our first family picture.

Can’t wait for more pictures to come.